Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Needy Much?

Look, I know the odds are against me. And she ain't about to even the scales any time soon. And with my track record, possibly never at all. Call me foolish for hoping for some affirmation, but can you really blame me? Genuine appreciation will do. Not the obligatory and polite ones. Yes, one should never expect. But do sane people really never expect? So easy to say, "Never expect. That way, you won't be disappointed." Testify! And it's certainly very easy to reply, "Oh, I don't," complete with the sheepish grin. And maybe, we really don't. But is there really a difference between hoping and expecting? "Not expecting but hoping." How annoying is that statement? Especially if you believe in it.

I get it. The timing's all wrong and off. And I respect that. So I'm playing the waiting game. And for those of you who really know me, I am what you would call a grandmaster when it comes to waiting games. I know it's too much, but, I'm gonna have to ask, again, for a little reaffirmation. I'm slightly needy. There I said it. I am. But for someone who have never, ever got who he wanted, I'd think twice before throwing rocks at my direction. I apologize for wasting your time. I'm just hurt. (--.)


*tintin rejano* said...

tim, lets just watch Thor and all that frustration will go away. :)

VeeJei said...

I don't know what to tell you, my friend. But I think I'm gonna tell you something that we've been thinking how to or if we should tell you. It's something we know that I know for sure you don't know. Hehehe!

Hmm... *thinks hard* But I don't want to cause more pain. LOL

Don't wait na lang. I have a list of reasons why you shouldn't wait. Sabi mo nga, wala man lang affirmation or whatever. We can only hope there'd be one sa future.

But, like you said, if one could wait, then wait. Well, I suggest you start moving na. Do something bold, something that will make her change her mind about being not ready.

Pero may gusto talaga akong sabihin e. Hahahaha!

Kimmy said...

What's going on?!

timeenutlatte said...

Kristine, of course. But I thought you gonna ask "guy" for Thor? Kinda like your last hurrah? :p

Vanessa: ...bat di mapakali, ni hindi makatingin. Sana'y wag mo na tong palipasin... (Cue Kitchie Nadal's song)

Only thing I can react to that is.... Inuman na! Sabado! Walang aatras. Magdradramarama tayo! You guys will make me cry!

Kimberly: same old, same old. You know me. Always committing the same mistakes over and over again.

*tintin rejano* said...

its ok tim, we might be expired na when thor is showing. haha. nega much?

kk said...


what u need is a happy horse!

timeenutlatte said...

Kristine: I see. Then okay. I cannot miss Thor.

KK: My friend, I hate to break it to you, but there is no such thing as Happy Horse.